i hate how i constantly get the shorter end of the stick. toxic family, got ghosted then eventually cut off by people i genuinely thought id be friends with until death, and even my looks which are my only pride and joy left— nerfed bc i got diagnosed with fucking pcos. im a fat chud now with undiagnosed mental illnesses. oh, and if thst wasnt already horrible enough, i also happen to have a lot of hobbies, but im only average at best with all of them. a jack of all trades, master of none— as you call it. genuinely tired that i dont have anyone to turn to. im so so exhausted. i feel miserable thati have to resort to a website like this just to be able to let out my feelings but genuinely, im fucking done with this life. everything is going against me when all ive done is be kind and smile and just take every batter and bruise. im so so tired. when will i ever achieve my peace and happiness?