I had to delete Twitter and the rest of my social media as it was overwhelming and traumatising me. I cannot open Twitter without seeing anything uncomfortable and I constantly reset my Instagram feed to avoid anything unpleasant. I keep abandoning places to ignore anything that disrupts my mental state. I switched to Threads because it was quiet, filled with amazing small accounts, and felt like a safe, fun space to share my beautiful moments with genuine people. I was happy, for a time until I felt the same familiar feeling that disrupted my mental state. I never thought the snakes would find me there, and now I'm back to square one. I just want to be seen by amazing people, not the toxic people from my past who wished nothing, but despair and pain on me. No matter where I go, they're constantly haunting me. I'm so tired of keeping everything private. I just want to be left alone with my cool irls, but I am afraid they might notice my crash outs. I just need some peace of mind 🤧