I hate living. I want to kill myself right here and now. I have nothing to live for in this God-awful world. I am sick of having no motivation, no friends, no partner, and being ugly. I hate that my wrists are now tattered with scars and itchy bumps because of my Germanic and that I can’t stop washing my hands. I hate that I can’t be like normal people my age and leave the house to party and socialize because I don’t have the proper social skills. I hate having pcos because it makes me look unattractive and it’s ruining my life. So yeah. Fuck this world, I’m done.