I once got told "All of these *slur* (i'm not writing it) always gotta cut themselves, huh?" and that really said something. It was from my mom. Instead of getting me help? No no no, she grounded me and yelled at me for self harming instead of getting me help to STOP doing that. She's also transphobic, homophobic, and racist. As a gay ftm person, it's so damn hard to live here. Every little thing I do? I get grounded. I spilt a drink? I get hit. If I dropped something? Same thing. I'm in a constant loop of discrimination, also at school. My friend group is mainly queer people, and they 'support everyone' but when I came out? They deadnamed me, laughed at me after correcting them. Only two people in that entire friend group support me, and the other one? Star killed starself. (Star went by star/starself pronouns) I can't leave the friend group since they have so much dirt on me. One mistake and I'd have to transfer schools for the fifth time. They're also manipulative like crazy.