I want to cut myself. well, I mean I just did. but it's not enough. I'm a swimmer, like I actually compete. I go to practices 6 times a week so I don't have a break to let like my cuts recover or whatever. I cant wear like long sleeved swimsuits or whatever. is it wrong to say I'm jealous of people who don't do sport like mine? They could cut however much they wanted as long as its hidden, but for me it's so much more difficult. I can't even do my ankles anymore. Now i'm just stuck cutting in one specific spot on my arm as long as my hair ties cover it up, or behind my ear. idk I'm just tired of everything. I apologize if this was worded badly.
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