Today I found out that my friend knew what happened between me and my ex friend. All this time I assumed that they didn’t understand what I tried to explain, but turns out they understood. They understood it perfectly, and they remembered it. They have never mentioned it in two years. But because of their silence, I distanced myself from them. They didn’t just “not understand”, they didn’t care. From the beginning. Did they ever care about me? I really wish I could just disappear from everyone’s life. This is so tiring