Ive been thinking of committing suicide by cutting my throat and I knew already that It would hurt but I've been getting more anxious as the day I want to do it gets closer I didn't think I'd be this scared but I still have no choice but to do it no matter how scared I am. I don't want to miss the perfect day to do it just cause Im scared. I seriously need to get over this weird feeling otherwise I won't be able to do it