I kept yearning for someone i liked for 4 years just to be seen as his best friend—Now that we ruined the friendship, it was a huge failure, now i’m here yearning and waiting for him to comeback because i know he will—I don’t know if i’m just hurting the other version of me who fought to move on hard just to lose progress and come back to my struggles. My girl best friend for half of my elementary years, has been oddly suspicious, i think they are dating but i wont assume unless stated. “Merry Christmas, Please Don’t Call”.