Even if I feel sane and normal now, I know I am not. The place i jumped off of is so far away that it might as well not exist. There's no time left to right any wrongs. There's no energy left in my spirit to return to what I once was. Something was ripped from my insides and I didn't fight to keep it. I gave up my humanity to become a ghost. I didn't care and now it doesn't matter because there's no restart.