Basically last night my life basically was ruined because the guy I’m in love with lives far away and stuff and basically my guy friend asked me out and I told my boyfriend about it and he was all like you should ahve said yes since that would be a plausible relationship instead of the one we have that’s based on what it’s and delusions so basically I was being broken up with while I was actively rejecting a guy which I hate hate jate doing like it’s my worst nightmare but basically my boyfriend was being an ssshoel last night and told me he was back on drugs and like saying stuff liek he was trying to make me hate him and stuff and the guy I’m rejecting was liek making me feel terrible about it and like saying I lead him on and now I am all freindless and alone and I just want my boyfriend and my friend but like I don’t have eigwhr because Benny is ignoring me and Andrew blocked me on everything so I can’t contact him