i hate procrastination. i have so much stuff due :///. debate on friday--absolutely nothing. stupid drawing thing-- due thursday. rough draft for my blog-- due tomorrow. it is currently 10:55 pm and i'm half asleep. oh, i also have to email a teacher for an assignment... all of this work is practicing me for high school. im genuinely terrified because i already fel so burnt out right now and i dont to live like this in the future. i have no motivation to do anything either. i have to read an entire book with annotations by aug 12 for summer homework. im on chapter 2. it is currently 7/21/2026. i hate my life rn and i just want to stop procrastinating. i doomscroll immediately when i get home and procrastinate HARD later. I'm frustrated. i wasnt able to take a shower so im extremely bothered and itchy, i couldn't even brush my teeth and i hate my life rn. i wish i could fix my unhealthy habits, but every time i try, it's the same cycle over adn over again. i hate evryhting rn.