I feel like I’m being used by a man again. And I’m so done with being just a body. I’ve been used and abused since I was 9 and I can’t keep living like this. I just want to be loved but people keep taking that as an opportunity to manipulate me and hurt me and use me. I’m so fucking tired of being used. And I can’t even look at myself without wanting to die. How do I live with this pain knowing out there a little girl is growing up and will never get to meet her mother. How do I keep living like this… I can’t
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