we were having such a good day yesterday and now we havent talked otp since this morning. why do we torment each other? especially considering we love being on the phone for HOURS? we went thru the worst of it and im still here and youre still here ,, why does it feel like everytime i tick you off a certain way you'll just leave? you've told me so many times you feel like one day im gonna up and ghost you.. said it so many times im starting to really really believe it's because of something i'm doing. but then again i do think about it. sometimes i get in my head and i cant imagine spending another second with someone who did what you did to me. But you,, changed. Not overnight. You fought me and I fought you and then we both changed so why do i still sometimes feel like i want to leave when you're not even doing anything wrong anymore? I think I need to have more grace with you ,, and You need to have more grace with Me.