I feel awful for not trying harder to look prettier. But I think I'd be even uglier and feel worse if I tried. My sister wakes up every day, styles her hair in so many different ways, spends a good hour just doing her makeup, and looks amazing. And I feel bad for not doing the same. I don't wear much makeup; I feel like a clown. And I don't try very hard to make myself beautiful. But I wish others would find me beautiful, and that I would feel beautiful too. And this happens to everyone I see. But I feel that if I tried harder, the frustration would only be greater when I realized I'd just embarrassed myself.
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