Hi again! I’m a young girl going into highschool with dreams of becoming a singer! I’ve wrote here before, but sometimes there just aren’t any words that can explain how you feel. I don’t fully understand how I feel, which makes it worse. I’m very depressed, or at least I think so. There’s not really any other way to describe what’s going on with me. I’ve relapsed with SH and thought about ending things for good if you catch my drift. I can’t because I’m too scared, and truthfully I don’t want to go. But I’m just getting worse lately. I haven’t been hungry, I can’t sleep, and if I’m not distracted, I’m alone with the horrible thoughts in my head. To the point thatI can’t stop myself from crying if I don’t have something to distract myself. My parents think I’m addicted to my phone, maybe I am, but idk what else to do. I don’t have motivation to do anything else, and if I do nothing at all, I don’t wanna risk doing things I’ll regret. I’m not hungry, but I eat so my parents don’t worry.