i’m so fucking freaked out and angry. i have been saving up cash for a suicide attempt and hid it in my room. my dad asked me for five dollars earlier and i gave it to him. later i noticed the rest of my money was out of place. come to find out that i am 20 dollars short, and there’s 5 dollars that wasn’t there before. i don’t know why the fuck he messed with it but now im fucking panicking and angry that the money i was counting on isn’t enough to buy what i need anymore. i don’t know how he found out i have money or why he fucked with it but i am so fucking upset i am going to freak the hell out and cut myself i swear to god