Rant #10237

Nothing makes me want to kms more than going to my mom for advice and comfort, crying and looking miserable, only for her to tell me to just pray it off or go to God. Wtf is he gonna do? I haven't had a spiritual connection since I was 6 and paranoid. I'm secretly an atheist and admitting it could get me disowned. Funny how im writing this on my way to church on the back of my parents car.