my parents are alcholics who constantly get hammered and insult me and call me a waste of sperm. and refuse to admit theyre dependence cuz of 'my anxietyyyyyy' and 'i ned it to sleep' or my favorite 'i dont need to explain it to you'. because of her anxiety i only talk to non- 30+ family on the regular instead of people my age i haventy been been to a freinds house since iwas 6 and he was 3 years older and i feel like he pityed me more than valued me