Rant #10142

I got COSCA'ed at 9-10 i had a "boyfriend" (he was 12-13)he said he loved my body and i was beautifull he told that if i didnt show him my body he wouldnt love me. i thought it was normal, he forced me to see his dick, he probably did more but its hard to remember since my mind tried blocking it out, i feel invalid because he didnt touch me,