I’m so sick of being fat. It’s so hard for me to lose weight and I spent a good chunk of my childhood being too big for anything that I thought looked cute. It took getting medicated to finally start losing weight and I feel like a lot of the time people treat it like I’m cheating or like if I’d just put a little more effort into working out more or eating better it would’ve turned around. It feels great going from a XXL to an M but all it takes is one piece of clothing that’s too small and suddenly I feel like I’m 210 all over again and I hate it so much. I hate feeling like my progress doesn’t mean anything at the end of the day I feel like shit. I’m so tired of hating how I look