i confessed on here and then spent some time answering other people's rants and i'm not gonna lie it lifted my mood, made me feel hopeful and happy... the universe is actually beautiful and maybe i forget that sometimes but it's always true, and things suck really bad especially right now but that makes the beautiful parts of life even more precious .... i'm so hopecore right now. and tired i havent slept and its nearly 5 AM where i live..... but i feel better so maybe i can sleep now. thanks to all the people on here, even if you didn't know it you inadvertently helped me :)))))