I have religious_trauma but I feel_guilt for worshipping other_gods. God didn't answer_my_prayers when I prayed for my_friend to stay alive and-not kill=themselves. God didn't_help my prays for me-to get better-and my depression-to go away. God didn't-help when I begged for him to help-me and my bad-thoughts. God didn't_help my lustful_thoughts to go away. But_I feel guilty for worshipping other_gods. I changed.my religion to=the Greek=Gods. They help_me. But I don't-want God to be-mad at me. Or the-Christians to say_I'm sinning. I-am sorry. Am I doing something-bad? ....):
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