People often ask me, "what do you want?" - and every time, i say "oh, nothing." Yet, those words feel as empty as a cereal box emptied by a hungry child. It felt empty, almost wrong. Well, it is wrong but i never really plan to admit that it is. What i really want is to have a best friend who also thinks na i'm their best friend. Kasi, ever since elementary, i've spent most of my time alone. Yes, i did have friends but they would often have their own friend. I remember the night before my first day in kindergarten, i prayed uncontrollably. Non stop. I prayed and prayed and prayed; "Please, sana po magkaroon ako ng best friend" HAHAH, but guess what? I didn't make one, even after weeks in school. I felt so lonely. I would spend my recess and lunch times alone and just staring out to nothing. This continued until 3rd grade. I flippin' survived 4 years without making a single friend. Yes, i admit, may mga nakakausap naman ako pero yung tipong kasama sa lunch and friend talaga? wala.