I think I may be agnostic... I believe there is something a God, thats more powerful than us.. But I cannot believe that being gay is a sin, that killing yourself is a sin, that not wearing a hijab is a sin.. If there is a hell, I guarantee you that none of those reasons will be why you're there.. But I can't disregard my religion completely... I feel so attached to it, knowing that my own beliefs don't match it.. I want there to be a reason to why I'm alive, I cannot comprehend the fact that we live and we die, and that's the end, I need a reason, but what if I'm wrong, I do have to follow these rules to go to eternal heaven? I don't want to be tortured for eternity.. I'm so scared, what if what if what if, it's filling my head.
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