I just feel like a pathetic piece of shit. I feel like I try to give advise to other even though I’m a horrible person. I wish I had the guts to kill myself but I’m too much of a pussy to do that either. I think I deserve absolute solitude and I’d rather die alone because I hate myself. I have everything and everyone so I have to hate myself the most because only a douchebag hates everyone. If I weren’t me I’d hate me and I hate me even though I am a me. I wanna die in a ditch so I can just give up and let it go. I hate myself so much