I feel drained, tired, and suffocated its like I'm being carried by waves into an endless ocean. Its like a heavy shadow sits upon my chest. And I tried and tried my best but in the end I only want to rest. They see me as a person filled with laughter, joy, and happiness. They never saw the side where I carry such a burden how I feel so small and full of challengers in life they never saw how I struggle how I overcome it they just saw a smile but never the meaning of it. I wish they could see it and ask me "are you okay, do you need someone?" But its a wish.