Guys i hate people their weird. making friends is weird this world is weird its all bullshit your telling me at the age of 18 i can't make one friend at all. Not a friend to stay around or just be around me or anything. i want a friend i can be around all the time and yea that may be weird, But i don't like being alone. everything i try just doesn't work it's like the gods are against me. All i asked for was one friend just one and i couldn't even get one in pet form. i try job corps nothing yes people know me but they said they saw me as a backup friend you think i wanna be a backup friend. who in their right mind wants to be a back up friend. Whenever i find a friend i start getting close with i see them as my ride or die after a few months. But they wouldn't do that for me, it makes you think "wow am i really not that likeable" it's crazy how my emotions and feelings can hurt so much just by not having a friend. i really wish i had a friend..