I hate seeing everyone else in my life have their lives planned out. I know it’s a confusing journey for everyone - growing up, getting a job, going to college and really seeing the world. It all seems so scary to me, though. I’m no longer going to be protected and have my choices made for me and be able to put the blame on someone else, no, I’m going to be out in this big world with other people with only myself as protection and to point toward all my problems, then be the solution to all those problems or my world will fall apart because well, I will have to fix it. I will now be responsible. I don’t like that. I just wanna keep going to school like normal, where I don’t stress about how I will live my life, yet I know I can’t stop me from aging.