everything feels so dystopian and it feels wrong trying to talk about it because i never find as many people doing it as i'd expect. i feel increasingly suicidal over how progressively powerful ai is getting and it kills me inside seeing how genuinely ignorant people manage to be about it. it infuriates me and i feel completely pathetic that there's nothing i can do that could cause any change. nothing is 'real' anymore and i really, really, really don't want to live to see how bad it gets. the fucking literal cretins who use ai that are all ignorant about what it's doing to normal people are such a joke. idiots who were too lazy to get off their ass and seriously learn something admirable, instead turning to throwing basic words into a text box so a computer does all the work for them. absolutely no real effort used in any way, yet they still continue to falsely pride themselves. a pride never felt before that they continue to ruin others lives because they crave such a feeling.