I wonder why were we created were we created to end are entire race were we created for gods sick fantesy of seeing us suffer were we created to be destroyed what's are purpose who am I who is the person I'm sitting by do I even really know them or are they just figments of my imagination am I even real or is this a awful nightmare why am I even alive I've really never been okay I've never fit in I've never was actually okay and now its even worse I rember when I was little and I prayed to God to end me because I couldn't stand living with myself he ignored me he made my probloms worse he created me I fucking hate god I knew he's just a lying piece of shit and people dont see how much pain he can cause others [I respect you and your religion I'm just very upset and distressed] I'm just a little freak nobody actually loves me no one actually cares at all I should just disappear everyone would be better off without me I am gods worst mistake.