I've become so conscious and self aware its eating my alive everyday and its making me more depressed. I keep realizing things that I haven't before, I've realized how I don't really find any value in living because everything is all repetitive and boring, I'll never be the best at something, I'm wasting my life away. I've realized how fucked up my life actually is and everything I do doesn't get any better.
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