Im doing nothing with my life like I’m doing literally nothing for myself I’m an addict I’m never sober I’m depressed I’m failing all my classes I feel like I’m at my rock bottom maybe I’m not but it feels like it I’m literally doing nothing for myself and Ik I’m heading down the wrong path n literally everyone judges me for it and acts like I’m a bad person and maybe I am but I just hate how Fkn judgmental people are like why are you so focused on my flaws when you have flaws too I hate all of it I feel like I’m going crazy or like I’m in a loop nothing feels like it’s gonna be ok I feel trapped inside this big loop get high go to school go home get high get my shi done and get high again and again and again until I go to sleep I hate everything about it but I can’t live without it I’m literally stuck and everyone is telling me to change my ways like it’s really not that easy if it was I think I would’ve been done that already everyone looks at me like I’m not even a person.