for as long as i am alive , i always had unfortunate things happens to me. i know people said that everyone are going through hard times too. but why does mine feels like i am not allowed to be happy at all ? the moment i felt happy , the next thing suddenly i cried myself wanting to die. i felt like , the harder i tried , it doesnt make the result better. it makes it more worst. which means all that effort actually means nothing. all i did was just stupid things. i tried my best again and agaian and again and again but at what cost ? Life always has things to throw at me. Even if im healed after this , i know , for sure , things that are more bad than this will happen. All i want is to be happy
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