I'm tired..I don't wanna live but I don't wanna die either.. I hate myself I'm so useless I deserve to die I deserve to not be around i hate my dad I hate how he calls me lazy and stupid and all that ya I may not be the best kid or the best person but idk what to do anymore maby killing myself is the only way when I do the sun will never set again and everything will be brighter the world would be better without a useless thing like me I'll NEVER be good enough for anyone not even myself I'm to fat I'm ugly I'm not pretty I'm disgusting I'm weird I'm immature I'm unsympathetic I'm rebellious I'm stupid I'm a no good piece of shit and I deserve everything I'm getting because I DESERVE IT I deserved it the day I was born I should have been aborted I should be here I should be dead I should have tried harder I should have been there I should have died when I did I don't like this world it hurt me and I hurt it and know I'm getting Karma for it cus I'm so fucking stupid -signed sTaR