I’m so tired of everything. I don’t know what to do anymore. Classes are destroying me mentally, not to mention my grades are not good. I have to spend until midnight at the library every night doing work and studying. I’m exhausted almost every day, and I just can’t keep going. And my mom doesn’t even trust me anymore. She called me tonight to ask me when I wanted to come home. I answer, and now she thinks I’m inconsiderate, and when I told her it was because I was studying for my class, she DIDN’T. BELIEVE. ME. She has constantly told me that she doesn’t trust me anymore. I can’t do this anymore. I’m not at peace at university, and now I can’t even be at peace at home anymore, because my mom sees me and now all she sees is a filthy liar. What am I doing? What have I done? I can’t do this anymore. I live on the 13th floor, I jump from this height would do me in. I could also slit my wrists which would probably be enough to end the ride. I don’t want to end myself, but I can’t anymore.