I wish change in the world would happen... I feel guilty for every thought I have. I already deal with my own personal struggles... So.. knowing and being aware of all this horrible toxicity in society and ecosystem and environment. I don't know if I can take it anymore. But I can't think like that can I? I can't think anything... Because every thought I have is backhanded by another one. "I'm stressed..." "But you're not overstimulated." .. "I'm overworked. Overwhelmed. And overstimulated." "No. You're not. It's all just and trying talking stop acting that way." I'm tired... I'm exhausted... And I can't take another day suffering. It's already so loud