Why am I such a loser? I hate it. I hate my life. I’m so lonely, I feel like kms. I have no purpose and nothing else to do with my life anymore. Work, goon, get high and eat. That’s it. My social life outside work is messed up. I can’t keep friendships ffs. Talk about having genuine male friends and I have NONE! Absolutely NONE! Why? Because I’m insecure- a Self-sabotaging ass. who can’t get over the fact that there are much better-looking, taller and more handsome guys out there who treat women like treasures