religion rant, will be very scattered. religion is.. confusing. now, i grew up in a christian family, ive always prayed and gave my faith to the lord. but lately.. christianaty isnt making sense to me. really, any religion isnt making sense. i don’t believe in the “big bang”, there HAS to be some other reason for what created the earth. I dont like some of the rules and sins of it, why do we have sins? like why do we have to be good all of our live to rest peacefully? like i want to believe theres a god who helps us be a better person, help us in life, come to when were scared, something like that. i havent done any research on any other religions, but all of what ive heard from other people doesnt make sense, but being an atheist doesnt make sense either.