TW: SH, S*ICIDAL IDEATION!!!!!!!!!! i keep rotting in my own misery. i hate myself. every inch of worthless wait. every ounce of energy i put in could be used to do something actually important. i barely get out of bed on my own, im too dependant. im such a coward i cant even fucking sh, and when i do, its with a............................... floss pick. yep. that. the thing you use to aid cleaning your teeth. what the hell. im honestly just waiting for someone to shoot me in the head, because im just a walking corpse. no one even USES MY NAME OR PRONOUNS. WHY. WHY. WHY. IM GOING TO MURDER SOMEONE. AND THEN MYSELF. I HATE THIS CYCLE. I HATE EVERYTHING. IM A WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT. - A