Listen girl, I never wanted any of this. I confirmed from him multiple times about his feelings towards you as i hate being in a love triangle and make things awkward, since you were dear to me back then. Everytime I questioned him, he kept saying there was nothing going on and I’m just being paranoid. It was so exhausting, I literally urged him to go date his type—implying you—and he still kept denying it. This was why my behaviour was erratic. I only got to know his true colours last December, and all this time I thought were the one who couldn’t get over him. Trust me, if I had known , I would have ended things a long time ago. I completely mistook his actions and feelings for a sweet monogamous personality, but little did I know