I feel like I’m alone, I’ve felt this way for years, where no one listens to me, other people tell me to go away, no one likes or cares about me, always wanting to get away from me, never having the time to help or talk or even just hang out… it’s got to the point where I gave up on myself and let everything go, and recently I’ve been on a journey to fix that, and I’ve come along way in only about the span of a year… I dropped out in 2023, went back to high school in 2025, finished that same year, which was also my original graduation year… finished in 4 months with a 3.8 gpa, got a trade in culinary arts, and joined the army all within a year, now I’m in active duty and not only am I dealing with being a private in the infantry, I also have to face everything alone, and I have no one to talk to, and basically all the Sam problems from before all of this… it feels like no matter how much more I do and no matter how much more I do I’m just destined to be alone and misunderstood.