I'm fucked like I'm literally fucked my dad thought I was missing and know he's PISSED I'm scared idk what to do he was angry but he didn't hurt me I no longer can go out with permission so I'm gonna have to go back to sneaking out and my dads pissed as fuck I'm gonna relapse I wanna die why did this happen tonight I'm gonna cry...I already had a hole class full of me crying over a stupid wood working project at school today and then I confessed to my crush and I learned a nother person likes and asked him out to so I don't know if I'm gonna be happy every again tomorrow I'm prob's gonna be depressed ASF maby if I take enough pills and down it with pot leave beet and a energy drink w pop rocks it'll kill me wouldn't that be great? wouldn't that be what everyone would want!