i hate who i am as a person i want to change but why should i? why should i change for somebody else? like what has anyone done for me that i should change for them. i want to be nice but i hate the feeling of being taken advantage of. i try to be mean but it doesnt fill the void for me, and who likes a mean girl? i feel like i cant do anything right for nothing. id be lying if i said i wasnt always a little depressed, but what do i do?