I’ve been crying every single day my pillow gets drenched im supposed to be the head of my family my friend isn’t happy im not lucky school is killing me im crying every time I carry the guilt of life I don’t deserve this my friends are better im tired and ready to go I can never show my true self because I’ll get laughed at I have depression I want to break the mirror for seeing myself yet im still know as “our strong daughter” I hate this my parents talk to me like im a wall always care about homework and school my life my phone am I even real?what is this. WHO AM I. I CANT STOP CRYING ILL DIE IF I WANT TO MY FRIENDS WENT NOWHERE TO BE SEEN NO ONE WANTS TO BE MY FRIEND . I was the problem. I ALWAYS WAS