I have friends I just struggle to communicate/talk to them a lot. They know I’m a tweaker and a crashout but when I reach out they make me feel included and that’s all I need. It’s hard finding friends you really connect with in my life there are a handful of guys who I would consider best friends and even tho they moved away or went to different schools I still value that platonic connection we created and ik we could go years without seeing each other and just pick up where we left off
the world3 felt this