I'm just looking for comfort. I'm in one of the hardest times of my life right now and knowing other people on this app feel the same helps a bit. My life is so hard right now. 1. My brother ran away 2. My dead dogs grief is resurfacing 3. I feel depressed as hell 4. My crushes are assholes 5. I'm on my period 6. I get almost NO sleep nowadays 7. I want to die but I have a strong ass will to live I just want this to end. I have therapy on Wednesday and I plan on telling my therapist about my brother running away. I also want to be tested for ADHD and Autism because I feel like I have it. My friends parents love me and are like my second parents and they said I can come over whenever I want and they would adopt me if something happened to my parents. I think I'm going to ask my mom if I can sleep over there for a few days. I just want to get my head over things. Send support through reactions but notes are especially appreciated.