I sat on his bed and my own body wouldn’t let me take off my clothes and then he said are u insecure or something so i did it and Yh and then after that I cried and tried to selfharm and the thing is I wasn’t suicidal I just wanted more attention for whatever reason and we kept doing it till we got caught and blah blah blah not important ahhahahah this is when insecurity is the highest I mean I was in Jamaica my nans house to be exact and we were calling and I was wondering whether to break up with him or not and I was crying and he thought saying these exact words would make me feel better I mean u look good maybe it’s just ur lips are too big and u be kinda flat u have tits but ahh is kinda debatable and man I can’t even express how deeply sad I was I mean my heart dropped and I think from then I began to see people and everyone in a whole new light even myself u don’t know how many clothes I layered just to look thick and you don’t know how many girls I stared at comparing myself to