Beyond the restraint from destruction I am worried by what I see. I know I need to try to be fair. I need to try to be more kind. What burns deep in me is the realization that I don't regret a lot of the horror that I've done. I know it was excessive force and I'm happy to do it again and again until people realize that I'm only one of us. So many like me can become like the clock tower shooter. No one is safe and when people act with ignorance, disrespect, and arrogance then they don't deserve safety. That bothers me that I realize Theodore Kaczynski was absolutely right and he committed no crimes. Those that Ted punished were the criminals and he delivered the real justice. Ted was persecuted, martyred, slandered, and mocked for doing what was right.