A while ago, I read a Japanese book called The Complete Manual of Suicide. I thought it was terrible, I conceived of some Christian value toward this life not worth living. I now know that it's natural selection, as the book put forward, if you're too weak and not strong enough to persevere and find a way as the weak suffer what they must; be it bullying, be it whatever economic crisis hits, be it inceldom or an unsocial temperament. I think my threshold may be when the last person in my life walks away. You can't seek pity for this because in the end, you're told to live this life just because it's good and virtuous not to take your own life in the eyes of the self-repressed. All you're doing, again, is meeting the evolutionary process.