Rant #15822

If this world is just a rock with a bunch of sh1tty organisms, whats the point of being alive. Its not like i have anyone close that would notice the lack of my presence, maybe just my landlord and boss. I have been lost for so much time, that i know i will not find a path. So whats the point. The only thing that makes me still here, is knowing im horrible at everything, and that probably includes k1lling myself. So the chance of it not working are high